Wednesday, November 18, 2009

kerana esok dynamics


*tim: korang,cmera hp lgi menarik dari cmera vaio kan?*
*syera: kamon la timmmm*
*qilah: ak xmo join...sblah je jadik la*


*qilah: oh no,syera!!*
*tim: weehu,menarik,camera cantik,pencahayaan terbaek!*
*syera: jom amek gamba ala2 lesbo*



*syera: mane satu butang snap nih tim..ak penat kaver senyum nih...hampeh a hp*
*tim: ade la kt situ,snapshot,cube tgk pakai mata hati*
*qilah:omaigot korang,seriously???xnk tgk!*



*syera: ok da jumpe dah,ape lagi,kamon laaa..amek gamba ala2 lesbi lps tu letak kt gtalk sepam..*
*tim: layan2~~~*
*qilah: ske hati korang laaa (tesenyum tapi..apa laaa)*


*tim: sape plak gtok nih..org tgh amek gamba..cpt la mok,abai kan opit!*
*qilah: tyang baju jap laaa,,*
*syera: ak nk masuk kn jari jeeeeeeee*

*syera: jom buat muke tension sbb dynamics nak??*
*tim: menarik~~ jom2*
*qilah: haa ni ak leh join..selit,tepi sikit..syera,apesal makan spes ni??*


*syera: ala tim asik ko je depan,blakang la sikit..*
*tim: yela,ak y dok tekan snapshot tuh,agak2 ak nk soh ak ke blakang..*
*qilah: wea nk jadik kan trademark a weih,amek gamba tutup mata sblah..comel kan~*
*syera: xpat jep!*


*qilah: ouh xleh ea,ak nganga mulut plak laaa*
*syera: diam2,ak tgh kaver nih,buat muke comel..agak2 a tim pny camera kot..mesti ade byk gamba aku*
*tim: penuh hard disk ak wei,corrupt!!*


*syera: ala timmmmmm..jom a buat gamba lesbo*
*qilah: dah a korang,ak nk dynamics jap*
*tim: yela2..jom2..slamat ko ade boifren mokkk*
*syera: tim ko jangan aaaa gelak!*
*tim: xleh aaaaa...geli!~~~*

*tim: meh ak snapshot gamba mulut ko kaler putih makan asam..nti ak anta kt pakgad*
*syera: pakgad pn mengaku style kot..*
*tim: hahaha,yelatuh mokk*



*buat muke uhh ramai2!!*


*kali ni kite burst picture ea...1...2...3!!!*
*satu*


*dua*


*tiga*


*empat..opocot~*


*lima...eeee qilah!*


*enam..eh xsempat tuka style*


*tim: dah2,ape ni..mane pegi motip utama??*
*qilah: comel plak tgk muke v*v* nih*


*syera: last2,buat muke comel sume org plis...ak xpe,ak mmg comel*
*qilah: hello,ak lgi comel kot..gemuk pendek lgi dari kau..kau gemuk lebar*
*tim: tiru gaye monyet leh x??*


*syera: serious la wea,ni nk letak kt desktop background*
*tim: denga cite desktop background vaio baru OS windows7 ko betray letak gamba kete opit,xletak jadual exam y ak anta tu*
*qilah: mok?? seriously?? tim lps nih jgn hanta lgi dah laaa*
*syera: ele,bia laaaa nti die tuka2 kot..windows7 terbaek!~~*
*qilah: dah2 ak nk smbung stdy*


^_^

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*mok2...*
*ye syg?*
*ko syg aku x?*
*ye,aku syg kaw,,*
*kalau ak repeat paper ko nk kwn ngan ak lgi x?*
*kalau ko repeat,ak ape tim??*
*huu,mok2..*
*yerp?*
*kalau ak xde boifren smpai grad,ko nak jadik kwn aku kan??*
*xpe tim ak ade...ak teman ko..*
*kalau ko kawin ngan opit,ak jadik pengapit tau,kalau ak da kawin dlu pn ak nk jadik pengapit ko..ko pn same gk tau..nti anak2 ko jadik flower girls aku..*
*hahahaha,terbaek!itu y kite nak*
*qilah: tebaaaaaa la budak sorang nih!dah2 gi stdy laaaaa.esok dynamic kot..korang nk gg cm sP smlm ker??*

Thursday, November 05, 2009

transition stage.

ehem2...

sempena post y ke seratus sebelas ak pade hari ini...
ak nak letak kan segale-gale transition stage ak..
ape y utp nih da buat kt ak selame ak hampir 2tahun ade kat sini...

first n foremost,
zaman foundie 1..hehehehe...
kanak2 riang~~



frasa perubahan seterus nyer..
foundie 2 (zaman da kenal dunia sikit2)
jeng3~




next stage is undergraduate 1st yr 1st sem (fasa STE & awal2 sem)
oh time ni rancak sket..


lps tu da nak akhir2 sem pulak ^_^
akhir sem lgi menarik~~



fasa terbaru...1st yr 2nd semester pulak....(byk sket,sbb malas nk split kan awal sem ngan akhir sem..hehehe)

p/s-cube tgk muke kt 2 2 mtrix card..satu gemok,satu kurus..seyes!!


sem ni..1st yr 2nd semester setakat ni bole dikatekan sem ter best ak kt utp...ak rajen updet blog sem nih..hehehe...pn menarik sbb ak pakai 2 matrix card dlm 1 semester y same..hoho,plis dont ask why...sem ni menarik cz...ak byk kwn...byk timba pengalaman dari diorang..sem ni byk mengajar ak utk bersikap lebih matang..pasal hidup,pengurusan masa...cinta..kawan2..pelajaran..mybe sem lps ni wont be as fun as sem nih,sbb ramai y da keluar..yup,life must go on kan...sem july2009 still akn jadik most remembered semester dlm journal life aku kat utp..to all students,slamat menduduki peperiksaan akhir semester july2009..thanx to sume org2 y memeriah kan life ak semester ni..thanx to sume org y bace blog merepek nih..thanx cz mencorak kan hidup ak..thanx cz korang da byk bagi flavour dlm life ak..manis,masin,tawar,pahit..sume ade...u guys help me to create a g0od teacher to maself which is ma experience..wish me luck here..nurul fatimah abd razak @ tim @ ..vanillacoke.. @ vanilla @ nurul razak merupakan seorang manusia paling bertuah kerana dapat mengenali anda2 semua...

(sebak maa time tulis post nih)






*sem mane paling comel?hahahaha


its the way i am :)

saje blog walking td..
n i found sumthing interesting when i was reading sum1's blog..
forgot the link,but credit to the blogger sbb die dpt bagi post y sgt menarik pasal ego lelaki dan kesensitivitian perempuan..

n the truth is,
based from ape y ak bace..
n bedasarkan ape y ak alami (cewah)
mmg betol la lelaki tu mpunyai ego y sgt2 tinggi..
ego seorang lelaki melambang kan kelelakian nya..
dimana die xbole menangis kerana satu2 hal y remeh temeh..
die xboleh nk tunjukkan y die lemah di depan sape2 pn..
di mana die harus berlagak gagah die depan wanita..
xperlu mintak pertolongan dari kaum hawa..
tegak kan pendapat sendirik kalau pendapat tu benar..

sape pn xsuke tgk laki kememeh btol x?
xde sape pn suke kt laki y cm lembut jer..
mybe pade certain2 hal la..menangis tu bole..
tp dlm hal ni ak cube sentuh secare general je..
xkn la nk buat bnde2 remeh pn mintak tlg pmpuan kan?

tapi..
not all certain things i would be agree with this fact that man will be a man if he shows his ego..
hurm..ak xckp ak bekap pmpuan hanye kerana ak pn pmpuan jugak..
tp dari perspektif ak snirik...
ego tu perlu,tp jgn smpai keterlaluan..dan smpai memakan diri snirik..

xsalah kalau seorang boifren tu sms awek die dlu kalo die rindu awek die..
xsalah kalau berterus terang...daripade senyap xpuas hati..
xjatuh ego kalau cmtu..
xsalah mintak tlg pmpuan kalo dlm bab2 y pmpuan lgi master..
xsalah mengaku silap kalau da mmg benar awak tu salah..
xrugi kalau mengaku salah pn..
xsalah bertanya kalau xtau..
xrugi pn kalau bertanya kan?
xsalah kalau dengar pendapat org laen kan?
who knows mybe she/he got a better idea ker?

mmg la..xgune kite be nice to a person but in return that person tu x be nice kt kite balek..
tp kite xrugi apape pn kan bile kite be nice to that particular person..
knape mesti hadir ego tu?
kenape mesti segan nk mengaku kalah?
kenapa mesti segan untuk tunduk?

sumtimes things were better to be left unspoken..
thats why people create sms,letter,email..

sumtimes things were better to be left unseen..
thats why we closed our eyes when we cry,dream n laugh...

we are not born perfect,
we compliment each other..
part of us might not be perfect,
but remember that others are like us too..
what their lack at,might be what we good at..
u might not getting one who is perfect..
but what can i guarantee..
is that u will get one who perfects u :)


Tuesday, November 03, 2009

persoalan

kenapa org y kite syg,
salu buat kite menangis..

kenapa org y kite syg,
selalu buat kite risau..

kenapa org y kite syg,
selalu buat kite sedih..

kenapa org y kite syg,
selalu buat kite xtentu hala..

kenapa org y kite syg,
selalu kite jg hati die..

kenapa org y kite syg,
selalu xperasan ape y kite buat utk die...

kenapa org y kite syg,
kite sedar kite syg die bile die dah xde...

kenapa org y kite syg,
kite selalu bebani die dgn masalah..

kenapa org y kite syg,
kite selalu susah utk die..




sbb kite syg kt die....

Monday, November 02, 2009

im a loser.

i think i work too much..
i think i sleep to0 less..
n now i suffering with the addiction of nescafe..
im a loser who got caught in a damn fever..
with less than 2 weeks more to final examination.

stil got 2 more test 2 go,
2moro n the day after 2moro.
i've prepared thoroughly,but i think it was still not enuff..
my coursework marks were sux.
i lost my matrix card suddently yesterday.
my scooter broke down last week for some unknown reason.
no money to fix it,lent to daddy already.

n i still got 5 paper to sit for the finals.
1 damn project to be presented next Wednesday.
plus the final exam period has been extended.
must wait until 24/11 only to sit for a 2-credit-hour paper.
damn..

rite now i'm shutting down myself for a while..
byebye dean's list.
guess i wont be seing u around dis semester.


*somebody please give me 10 reasons not to give up n keep my self up n out from this mess.

Monday, October 19, 2009

nurul fatimah kne rajin..
nurul fatimah xbole malas2..
final lgi 23 hari..
jgn pedulik kan org lain..
belaja3!!

nurul fatimah bukan budak kecik lgi..
jgn depend dkt sape2...
jgn susa2 kn org,
jage barang2 snirik elok2..
laptop jage,moto jage,bilik jage..
jgn buat mok syera ngan mok qilah ngan mumtaz ngan anis risau..

jgn dok kacau org kt dlm list gtalk anda..
jgn salu bebel2 kt org pasal masalah anda y belambak2 tu..
jgn carik pasal ngan boifren org...
jgn salu maen kuiz kt mirc..skali skale xpe..
bangun awal hari2..utk stdy..
xyah susa kn org kne kejut..
belaja bgn snirik..
jage diri elok2..
jgn skip meal..
xde kawan nk makan pn kne makan jugak..
jgn tido lambat kalo xbuat keje..
jgn malas nk gi fotostat past year paper kt irc..

rajen2 tepon rumah..
jgn majuk ngan ayah pasal aunty..
jgn xtny kaba angah..
salu2 tepon pipa ngan adek..
tny kaba atok skali..

belaja rajin2,nti bole beli civic cntik..
solat jgn lewat2 kan..
rajin2 baca al-quran..
jage diri elok2...

ntah

sejujur nyer..

saye maseh xleh vanish kn die dari dlm life saye.


sekian terimekasih,
0123,v5jl5.4.4
..vanillacoke..

Saturday, October 17, 2009

saye bukan lesbo

hurm..
hari ni ak layan cite korea..
ak tgk cite tu sbb ade die ni haa
princess hours
comel kan
hurm3...
eun yoon hae..
first time tgk die dlm cite princess hours..
shin chae kyung..
kawaii giler~~

lps tu tgk cite the vineyard man..
xegt plak die belakon jadik ape..
ak xminat sgt cite tuh
(sbb hero die gumuk xnsem..miahahahaha)

lps tu tgk cite coffee prince.
go eun chan..
pn comel gk...die jadik ala2 tomboy sket dlm cite nih..

skg ni tgh layan my fair lady..
dlm cite ni die jadik bossy2..
kang hae na :)

nk tau nape ak ske die?
sbb die xlawa,tp die sweet..
die x ayu tp die comel..
die unik..xcm heroin korea laen..
cm budak2..
apape watak die bwk pn cm ade satu character y mmg xkn same ngan org laen..
baju y die pakai pn cntik2..
mata die besaaaa~~~
part paling ak ske tgk bile die tetido ngan bile die nanges...
nanges pn cntik :)
hahahaha...
cm lesbo la plak..

nk letak gamba die byk2 sket~

p/s--ak paling ske die belakon cite dlm princess hours tu pasal ak letak byk gamba princess hours :)

Thursday, October 15, 2009

kalo last weekend ak bizi cm hape..minggu ni ak akn meng encountering wiken y amat2 la sunyi..
sigh...
mok pny parents dtg..amboi2~
sakan la minah tu nti..
mumtaz plak balek...
balek kL..
hurm..qilah gi befoye2 ngan rakan2 seperjuangan nyer..
ak tecongok la gk kt dlm bilik nih sorang2..cm bese la..
salu je pn sunyi cm nih kan..ele,tu pn xbesyukur..
asal kn tenet ade ok la tu..

da la dc xleyh bukak..
demmit btol..
seyesly ak rindu giler kt dc..
aritu ade gk la mmbe aaba ckp time dinner v5 tu kan..
mmbe die ckp,mmbe die sorang lgi ckp (apeka?)
da lame xdgr vanilla cite2 pasal utp..
hahahaha..terfeymes plak...
xde la,xbangge..tp xsangke je.ak dok bebel situ hari2 sbb ak busan..
ade gk org y ter prihatin kt ak..
hahaha..lawak..

hurm..ape ea plan hjg mggu nih?
jumaat smpai ahad kot cuti..tp tuh laa
next week lgi horror..ade test ngan kuiz deret2..
hari ni ak plan nk layan heroes,GG (hahahaha...)ngan cite korea..
lame kot xlayan cite korea..ni pn ak mintak kt cosmet ak..

hurm3..
ckp pasal kosmet kan..
hari tu senin malam ktorang ade dinner bersame2...
memule sume org pn mcm kekok jugak..
first time nk gath cosmet ramai2..stendet la kan..
tp mmg seyes best giler a dinner tuh..
sume org spoting je..
sempoi2~~
time dinner tu ade la org buat xtvt cm kenal kan mmbe2 kos..
hahaha..lawak..
ak dpt muairo..
erm..byk ke ak describe ea?
xkot..sbb ak tgk sume org describe pn cm xbyk je..hahaha
sengal.
makan die pn sedap..

lps je dari dinner tu kan,sume budak meki cm kamceng la plak..
ak becakap ngan mmbe2 y ak xsalu tgur slame nih..
rase la bonding tu makin bertambah..kenal sume kosmet2..

sebut pasal kosmet nih kan..
heppy a ngan grup imse ak..
ak xtau nape,tp stakat nih grup imse ak paling sempoi ak rase..
keje sume da siap n xperlu wt miting byk2 kali.
mybe sbb ade lawrence kot..
hahaha..xbaek je..sian grup mmbe y laen..
ak baru kenal aleng,knl ngan helmi..
diornag tu ok rupe nyer..
hahaha..slame nih ak salu rase cosmet ak tu xbest..
ternyata sangkaan ku meleset same skali..
hehehee..

hurm2..
haritu dapat cekelat free..
renmu bagi..
haha,xde la free sgt..sbb ak tlg die buat fyp..
die banje cekelat..
lalalaa~~~

lps tu smlm belaja VC sama najaf..
ter input byk gk laaa...
ter betray mokz ngan mumtaz..
sori kwn2...

erm k la..tibe2 rase cm byk plak bnde laen nk buat lgi..
hahahaha..tetibe xbosan la plak wiken nih..
lalala...
k nti updet lgi ea~


Monday, October 05, 2009

another crap created.

dysmenorrhea again.
sakit!!!!!!!!!

mekasih mok,nti ak ganti duit ko beli kan ak helmet td :)
yeay ade helmet baru dah..lps nih bole rempit snirik xnyusah kan sape2 lgi dah...
a steap ahead nk jadik dewase..kikiki~~

dc down..or mybe close tros..sian nyer irfan ngan yap..
ktorang pn sian gk..
merase gk a kick org,mekasih sedare hadie :)
xtau la bile dc nk on balek..
isk..cmane nk ajak sume2 gi mapley lps ni :(
cmane nk donlod heroes lps nih,kne tny yoro snirik a lps nih..
nti a tggu p1wimax ade sini..ak beli itu usb..

poyo je....td baru balek dari bengkel same mok..
teman mok btol kan kete die..
best gile tgk abg tu betol kn kete..
die modify enjin perdana v6,masuk mitsubishi EVO 3 kot!!!!!
mmg pepawe a kete brader tuh..
lps tu abg mekanik y lawak tuh modify ape tah kt kete syera..
btol kn cooling system die..
mmg temperature xnaik2 a lps tuh..hahahha..
kagum ak ngan mekanik nih,xmasuk u pn bole je tau pasal kete ni kn..
ak y kt u,y konon nyer laa nk masuk otomotip nih.xtau apape pn T____T
sigh...
sedih sbb kelisa idaman

air still xde lgi nih,
da la keadaan tgh agk kurang baek nih..
ngan ujan nyer lgi..sigh....(lgi)
bile nk ade air ni weh!!!!!
dc xde air xde.sume bnde nk xde..

xtau la ape akn jadik kt ak bile kuar dari sini 3 thn lgi..hish..


Friday, October 02, 2009

anak dara pemalas.

tgh xtau nk buat ape..
rase da lame xupdet blog..
current situation is miserable..
isk tibe2 rase cm xbesedie nk jadik student u la plak..
ntah la ea,tibe2 rase nk balek skola balek..
jadik student skola kalo buat salah..tindakan dispilin je..
jadik student u kalo buat salah kne saman..
adoi..
da jadik dewasa rase cm sume bnde kne pakai duit.
boring btol..

nah,ni haaa to do list ak..

-malas nyer nk gi claim loan laptop..(isk..da stahun dh)
-kne renew lesen moto..
-kne renew sticker (ye,saye xtuka sticker lgi..so?)
-nk mop lantai bilik..(malas3!!!!)
-nk pulang buku kt irc (ni lagi malas)
-carik tutor nk stdy vector clculus (sbb salu skip vctor clculus)
-carik bahan utk imse.
-jual tiket utk v5 raye dinner.
-beli helmet!!jgn dok tumpang org je gi class
-gi cuci moto..
-pegi betol kan printer y mmg dah nazak ink nih..
-setadi utk final (nih mesti!mau mati ka kalo xstdy)


aaaaa,kalo kt skola just fikir stdy,homework,makan ngan basuh baju je!
plus,bile nk balek (kalo da rase lame sgt xbalek)...

da jadik student u ni apesal la byk sgt bnde nk kne fikir..
boring btol..

Sunday, September 13, 2009

erti aidilfitri kali ini

hoho..title post xleyh blah..rase2 kali ni nk cakap pasal pe ea?
(mengom)

p/s--post ini ditulis dalam keadaan serius..baek!!~

hari ni da 14 haribulan..merangkap 25 ramadhan..bermakna dlm masa 5 hari lagi umat islam khusus nyer warga2 utp akn beraye bersame keluarge masing2..hurm..khamis mlm ni ak bakal pulang ke rumah,ke kg halaman (bandar halaman..sbnanyer)..

puasa thn ni byk beza dari last yr,bile first time ak smbut ramadhan kt sini..
1st thing 1st,puase kali ni menarik sbb ade laptop sebagai peneman.heheh,xde la sorang2 sgt..
lps tu kalo bosan,same je cm last sem,merempit gi bazar sorang2..best gk..tp ade skali tu gi bazar time hujan..al-kesah..begitu laa...hoho..next,puase kali ni xrase sgt..yeke?mybe sbb byk keje kot..hurm..tp ade sikit regret sbb da ade moto pn malas gi sejid buat terawih..isk2 bile tah nk insaf..buat terawih dlm bilik je..tu pn kalo rajin..(nurul fatimah nk kne nih)...y menarik nyer puase kali ni ialah ak dpt bersahur makan nasi~~hehe..turun v5 cafe..beli nasik lemak..sahur je nasik lmak,nasik lemak je sahur..pakcik nasik lemak da knl da kot..kalo da hari2 beli nasik lemak harge 3.00 n below..smpai die pening paler..im sori pakcik..saye mmg mkn cenggitu..hurm..buke kali ni pn byk taim buke sorang2 gk..sayu gk kn,tp tu laa sbb mls nk gi v4 buke ngan diorang2..ele,diorang pn bukan pena dtg rumah bilik ak..huuuu~~

hurm,menarik nyer ramadhan kali ni sbb dpt buke same2 n sahur same2 ngan budak2 dc n mirc (again..) ye saye admit,kesukaan saye y paling utama sekarang ni ialah dc++ n mirc (ape masalah??)best sgt haritu kuar ngan pis gi carik baju raye..hehe,buke same2 ngan die..gi bazar same2..teserempak sama kita n rumet die n en_edgar..melor..ramai laa..hehe..nti rabu ni irfan nk open table plak..hehe.rezeki2~..

hurm,persiapan raye?
hanye mmpu beli baju kurung moden sepasang...ade buat kebaya haritu,kebaya biru..ok la kot..kasut khusus utk raye rase nyer xde sbb ayah da beli kan everlast y currently ak gune ke lab n ke clas kalo pakai suar jeans..hurm,selipar buat mase ni..hahahaha xnk cite a.segan..tgk a snirik,kalo ak xpakai sneakers tu ak akn ade 1 je selipar..tudung?hurm xde kot..make-up?aih..jauh sekali..ok fine,ak sep $ beli lens stok 7 bulan pny..huhu,ade gk la y berubah sket raye nih kan..semangat nk bertuka baju baru,kasut baru,sume2 bnde baru tu tipu la kalo xde..tp memandang kan skg ni keadaan xberape nk mengizin kan ak..hurm..xpe laa..ak pn bukan budak2 lgi nk rase meriah nyer raye dgn baju2 baru sume bnde y baru..

kt rumah?
hurm..thn ni 2nd time ktorang beraye tnpe ibu n nenek y tersayang..terase jugak laa..last yr,before ibu xde..ibu ade jugak la siap2 kan barang2 sikit2..sep2 $,utk anak2..sep2 bajet raye..langsir sume2..so xterase sgt la..tp thn ni..erm..cmane nk ckp ea..bukan ayah xurus kan..tp,mugkin pengurusan ayah tu kurang efektif n mungkin jugak sbb ktorang,ak n angah xde spend time byk sgt kt rumah..last yr angah ade,bizi2 die nk spm pn,die still smpat kemas2 rumah.sep2 $ beli ape y ptt..ktorang share2 laa..ayah,da name pn ayah kan...lelaki..die xkesa sgt..pakai langsir 2 3 thn lps pn xpe.."ape y ade je laa" katenyer..tp bagi ak,angah n fifa (xtau la kalo fifa pn da mule fikir cm ktorang fikir)rumah mmg jarang bertukar2 lgsir,apetah lgi perabut,n ktorang kaum majoriti kot kt rumah..dlm bahase simple nyer,ade anak dara kt rumah,xkn la xreti nk mantain rumah..susa jugak nk smpai kan mesej nih kt ayah..tp xpe laa..selit sepit ak ngan angah,mybe berhias la sket rumah tu kot..xde la dull semacam..name je ade anak dara 3 org kt rumah..last yr ade la beli sumthing..tu pn beli time raye,sbb masing2 tgh kaye time tuh..heheh..so mybe thn ni pn buat cmtu jugak la kot..

bukan mengadu nasib,tp just terkenang kan time kecik2 dulu..de la kecik sgt padahal pn..bile time raye je..mesti heppy giler,sbb jumpe sume kezen2..best sgt sbb dpt sahur ibu masak,sahur ramai2,walaupun ade je ponteng pose konon2 nyer xlarat..hahaha..lps tu bile nk carik baju raye,ak la org paling bermasalah..ibu ckp,ak xsedar diri,badan kecik,nk pakai style2 org dewasa..lps tu bile ade minat baju,baju tu mesti mahal..(fyi,puan khadijah jaffar mmg ekonomik sket org nyer)hurm,time kecik2 baju sume tempah..y beli just baju fesyen jer..da besa sket,stat f3 kalo xsilap,da main baju kurung siap je,sbb baju tempah mahal sgt..lgpun time tu byk pakai baju kurung sbb dok hostel n tgh mmbesa dgn sehat nyer (weh,dulu ak xkurus cmnih tau..ak normal)..kuih raye,kalo balek awal,ak y buat..memule ibu buat sorang je,tp sbb ktorang nk sebok sgt,so servis bertukar tgn,tp not bad ape..cntik gk a kuih ak buat..hehe,angah jadik tukang bakar,fifa jadik tukang letak2 cherry ngan coklat rice..adek msti kne soh tido dlm bilik,sbb nti die mesti tegode ngan bau kuih raye y sdp tuh,lps tu sep sket..(angah akn sengaje hangus kn sikit 1 loyang kecik utk kitorang jamah time buke nti)hahahaha..xleyh blah sgt time tu~~hurm,lps tu kn,mlm2 mseti tlg ibu jahit langsir..hehe,dulu kt rumah lame,ibu jahit la gk,tp sejak2 dok rumah y berpintu kan sliding door nih,da xde mknenyer laa...tuka lgsir,kemas2 rumah..kt rumah lame xde kerusi,dok atas tikar je..tp kt rumah baru ni,kerusi pn kerusi jati y xberkusyen..so xde la demand utk tuka sarung kusyen tiap2 kali raye..hehe,see,ekonomikal sungguh kan..tp alas meja byk la gk tuka2,sbb kt rumah ade 2 meja kopi.1 meja mkn a.k.a meja cmpur2..so 3 meja akn bertukar2 alas..dulang xpayah pakai alas..meriah sgt ke smpai dulang pn nk bedalas?ktorang serve pakai bakul rotan je...air pn pakai dulang rotan y kretip2 sket..mane tah ibu beli..hurm.bunge ngan karpet merupekan 2 bnde paling susa nk jmpe kt rumah ak..hahaha..ayah xsuke rumah semak2 ngan bunge plastik y ntah hape2,tp once ibu da beli kan,,nti ayah xleyh ckp apape laa.hahaha..kalo karpet plak,ktorang pasang time ade org nk dtg je..kalo raye ni mmg seminggu first karpet tu akn stick kt situ,lps2 tu bile ade org roger nk dtg baru laaa pasang..hhaha...susa nk sapu tu alasan first..second sbb nti habuk2..fifa semput..xleyh habuk2 nih..makanan raye tiap2 thn ibu buat laksa joho,oyeah..mmg sdp giler..so thn ni n thn lepas ibu xde,no laksa joho when hari raye..skg ni makan laksa joho tringat ibu..huuuu...ade smpat belaja cuti haritu,first n last time laa..resepi pn,angah egt portion,ak egt portion..so kne la combine,tggu 2 2 ekor balek,baru bole try..last yr raye,xmasak apape kot,gi raye rumah atok kt kg melayu..atok masak nasik myk every yr..mmg atok la y masak..ktorang dtg tolong..(tlg masak ea!)thn ni xtau lgi ayah plan cmane..y pasti,balek rumah khamis malam,smpai rumah jumaat pagi tu,nk soh fifa ngana dek berambus gi skola,then nk kuar ngan angah..gi usha2 baju kurung utk die..tgk la cmane...

tu la sedikit sebanyak raye celebration n erti raye bagi ak...mungkin kemeriahan tu hilang sbb umur y da meningkat nih..or mungkin sbb tggjwb tu bertambah,xpasti pulak..tp apape pn,aidilfitri mmg tarikh y sume org suke kan..so,selamat hari raye ak ucap kan pade sume2 org y bace blog nih..sorry kalo ade termarah (cm salu jer) sape2,kalo ade silap,ade salah y ak buat..maaf zahir batin..mekasih sbb ade gk la rase sudi nk bace entry2 ak y borink kdg2 :)

same.again n again.

bgn tido.
senyum..
mcm org giler jer..
ntah hape2..
orang y same...
tp kali ni cm episod ke-2 je..
haih..mimpi pn bole ade episod2 ke?..
cm drama..
lps ni agk2 ade episod ke-3 x ea?

betol ke,kalo kite mimpi kan org tu..
sbnanyer org tu pn tgh tringat kn kite?
mainan tidur y btol2 buat ak pening kepala...

xpe la..mybe btol...mimpi tu mainan tido..
so sume nyer dlm mimpi tu xkn berlaku..
tp..

cmane plak kalo mimpi ak mmg selalu nyer jadik kenyataan?
mungkin ke mimpi y berepisod2 nih...
akn jadik kenyataan gk?

p/s-terharu bile dpt tau die bawak tupperware sbb nk tapau makanan buke puasa..

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

dysmenorrhea.

hurm..lame plak rase nye ak xupdet blog ni dgn penuh tekun dan seyes nyer..haaha,asik updet marah2 je lately nih kan..post kali ni sbnanyer agk hesitate sket nk ditulis..sbb bnde nih cm mndedah kan aib snirik..tp ak rase bnde nih bgus utk di share bersame..utk menjawap segale persoalan kepade ape y berlaku lately nih..

as u guys noe,2 3 4 5 6 hari y lepas,ak mmg sgt byk mrh2 n emo2 tahap hape tah..keje byk sgt..
smpat updet bnde marah2 je..nanges sane sini..padahal masalah xde la besa mane..hurm..tu sume petande2 kurang baek y mengisyarat kan ak utk tidak bgn dari bersahur,atau dlm erti kate lain,tidak perlu berbuke pada wktu mgrib..ehem2 (/me blush)...

today is my second day of period..n smlm,hurm xde la semalam sgt..ak menderite kesakitan..well bese la..bnde ni mmg da salu dtg,tiap2 bulan..tp ds time it was really2 different..seyes,sumpah sakit giler..after meeting sum1 last nyte,ak naik atas..then i feel sumthing y mmg ak cnfirm ak xleyh puase keesokan hari nyer..then...mlm tu ak sakit perut teruk....walaupun setelah makan menstrual pill y kaler pink tuh..sakit xreda2 gk...teruk y amat smpai ak xleyh tido..tido gk,tp berlinang kan air mata (ok,thats not the main point tim,jgn dok exagerate)..pagi tu,i woke up n ak muntah..xtau la ak makan ape mlm tu,tp seingat ak,ak just buke megi je buke poser tu..kirenyer y muntah tu megi la kan..hahaha..

back to the stories,ak mg xlarat nk bgn dh...khairin dtg bilik "tim!!!!bgn2 da pukul 8.30 dh ni..ade clas kol 9~"n ak ckp kt die,ak xrase ak bole gi clas hari ni...die tros blah..menyiap2 kn diri nyer utk ke clas..ak smbung tido,dgn harapan sakit tu lega..ternyata sangkaan ku meleset sama sekali...mmg xreda2 pn..ya Allah,sakit giler....then,dlm kol 10.45 ak tersedar dari tido...mesej mumtaz,ckp ak nk gi clas sP..ye laa..mlm nih test sP kot..then ak besiap dgn tehegeh2 nyer..gi la clas..otw gi clas tu,ak teserempak ngan akak syu a.k.a oompa_loompa..oompa ckp,lek je gi clas lmbat..keskeskes..

tp bile da smpai kt pocket C tu,ak rase cm give up je..sakit y teramat sgt...so i made up ma mind utk ke klinik saje~ak mesej la mumtaz balek..lps da masuk kt klinik tu,register pe sume..jumpe la doc.da borak2 ngan doc tu,die pn bagi la MC ngan ubat pe sume...

balek tu,makan pain killer y bapak power die bagi...n ak tros pengsan...smpai ke petang..hehe,b4 tu,ak call bapak..call sape y ptt sbb nk bagitau y ak bakal ponteng clas seharian..hehe..then tido~~bile bgn ptg tu (xde la ptg sgt,nk masuk mgrib dah)...kne bebel ngan ade laa org tu,sbb ak xmakan2 lgi..hurm..emo sgt time tu smpai ak nanges..(well2 tim kot..xnanges xtim laa)lps tu ak dok usha sP jap...lps tu ak mandi..then ak turun gi beli food..(roti je pn)..balek tu singgah bilik aloha jap...ade spesel treatment dari aloha (mekasih akak huda dan akak huda)..

siap sume2 tu ak dok dpn laptop...usha2 suret MC y doc bagi siang td.



saye mengesah kan bahawa saye telah memerikse cik nurul fatimah abd razak,
nombo ic 900809-01-5850
dari utp
dengan ini diperakui bahawe beliau tidak dapat menjalan kan tugas selame satu (1) hari dari 08.09.09 sehingge -.
diagnosis: "dysmenorrhea"



haaaaa????apekah sakit itu???mmg pelik gk name nyer tuh kan..so ak pn gugel2 laa (bak kate yap ngan fek,apape xfaham,gugel ade)de maen gugel2 tu..baru la ak tau dysmenorrhea tu menatang ape...so ak pn faham la,nape selame ni ak sakit..nape selame ni ak menghadapi masalah2 teruk seperti begini...kesimpulan nyer ceriter kite pade hari ni ialah badan kite,kite kne amek tau..jgn dok buat2 xtau..lgi2 kite pmpuan,bak kate arwah mak ak..badan ni nk pakai lame..so pandai2 la jage..kalo kite xjage badan kite,xsayang badan kite,fizikal mental kite,sape nk jage...kn3????

renung2 kn,dan selamat beramal~~
lalalala~~

oh ye,pade sape y malas2 nk tekan link dysmenorrhea tu kan..
meh sini ak paste kan mksud dysmenorrhea tu ape (/me baek hati ni..info kne share same2..xbaek sorok ilmu....)


Menstrual cramps are pains in the abdominal (belly) and pelvic areas that are experienced by a woman as a result of her menstrual period. Menstrual cramps are not the same as the discomfort felt during premenstrual syndrome (PMS), although the symptoms of both disorders can sometimes be experienced as a continual process. Many women suffer from both PMS and menstrual cramps.

Menstrual cramps can range from mild to quite severe. Mild menstrual cramps may be barely noticeable and of short duration - sometimes felt just as a sense of light heaviness in the belly. Severe menstrual cramps can be so painful that they interfere with a woman's regular activities for several days.

The medical term for menstrual cramps is dysmenorrhea. There are two types of dysmenorrhea, primary and secondary.

In primary dysmenorrhea, there is no underlying gynecologic problem causing the pain. This type of cramping may begin within six months to a year following menarche (the beginning of menstruation), the time when a girl starts having menstrual periods. Menstrual cramps typically do not begin until ovulatory menstrual cycles (when an egg is released from the ovaries) occur, and actual menstrual bleeding usually begins before the onset of ovulation. Therefore, an adolescent girl may not experience dysmenorrhea until months to years following the onset of menstruation.

In secondary dysmenorrhea, some underlying abnormal condition (usually involving a woman's reproductive system) contributes to the menstrual pain. Secondary dysmenorrhea may be evident at menarche but, more often, the condition develops later.

Menstrual cramps are caused by the uterine contractions that occur in response to prostaglandins and other chemicals. The cramping sensation is intensified when clots or pieces of bloody tissue from the lining of the uterus pass through the cervix, especially if a woman's cervical canal is narrow.

The difference between menstrual cramps that are more painful and those that are less painful may be related to a woman's prostaglandin levels. Women with menstrual cramps have elevated levels of prostaglandins in the endometrium (uterine lining) when compared with women who do not experience cramps. Menstrual cramps are very similar to those a pregnant woman experiences when she is given prostaglandin as a medication to induce labor.

As mentioned above, an unusually narrow cervical canal tends to increase menstrual cramps. Another anatomical factor thought to contribute to menstrual cramps is a backwards tilting of the uterus (a retroverted uterus).

Lack of exercise is now recognized to contribute to painful menstrual cramps.

It has long been thought that psychological factors also play a role. For example, it is widely accepted that emotional stress can increase the discomfort of menstrual cramps.

Menstrual cramps are pains that begin in the lower abdomen and pelvis. The discomfort can extend to the lower back or legs. The cramps can be a quite painful or simply a dull ache. They can be periodic or continual.

Menstrual cramps usually start shortly before the menstrual period, peak within 24 hours after the onset of the pains, and subside again after a day or two.

Menstrual cramps may be accompanied by a headache and/or nausea, which can lead, although infrequently, to the point of vomiting. Menstrual cramps can also be accompanied by either constipation or diarrhea because the prostaglandins which cause smooth muscles to contract are found in both the uterus and intestinal tract. Some women experience an urge to urinate more frequently.

Every woman needs to find a treatment that works for her. Perhaps the most common treatment, especially in the past, has been to lie down at the first sign of pain. It used to be that many women's restrooms contained a cot or a couch so that a woman who felt "indisposed" could lie down. A bed in the school nurse's office served the same purpose and girls were routinely excused from physical education or other classes because of menstrual cramps.

Current recommendations include not only adequate rest and sleep, but also regular exercise (especially walking). Some women find that abdominal massage, yoga, or orgasmic sexual activity help. A heating pad applied to the abdominal area may relieve the pain and congestion.

A number of nonprescription (over-the-counter) agents can help control the pain as well as actually prevent the menstrual cramps themselves. For mild cramps, aspirin oracetaminophen (Tylenol), or acetaminophen plus a diuretic (Diurex MPR, FEM-1, Midol, Pamprin, Premsyn, and others) may be sufficient. However, aspirin has limited effect in curbing the production of prostaglandin and is only useful for less painful cramps.

The main agents for treating moderate menstrual cramps are the nonsteroidal antiinflammatory drugs (NSAIDs), which lower the production of prostaglandin and lessen its effect. The NSAIDs that do not require a prescription are:

A woman should start taking one of these medications before her pain becomes difficult to control. This might mean starting medication 1-2 days before her period is due to begin and continuing taking medication 1-2 days into her period. The best results are obtained by taking one of the NSAIDs on a scheduled basis and not waiting for the pain to begin.

Prescription NSAIDs available for the treatment of menstrual cramps include mefenamic acid (Ponstel).


*malas nk paste byk2..just take the gist of it je sudeyh...so kepade mereka y baru tau sakit tiap2 bulan tu name nyer dysmenorrhea n pade mereka y da tau n mengalami masalah y same,anda bukan kesorangan..sy pn sakit cm anda2 gk..(motip?)seriously,dis is not funny..kite mmg ptt amek berat hal ni okey kwn2?lps ni kne rajen eksesais,kne pilih makanan sehat2,buang toksid2 dlm badan..rajin2 bace buku pasal kesihatan diri snirik n y paling penting skali,hargai ape y ade~~





Saturday, September 05, 2009

saye rase.

saye rase sunyi..
saye rase nk balek rumah skg.
saye rase rindu kt rumah saye.
saye rase malas nk buat esemen.
saye rase malas nk stdy.
saye rase saye teruk.
saye rase saye jahat.
saye rase saye loser.
saye rase saye da banyak sakit kan hati org.
saye rase org salu xfaham saye.
saye rase life saye xbest mcm org lain.
saye rase saye nk quit life saye kt sini n start a new life kt tmpat laen.



ikut hati mati,ikut rase binasa..